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I don't know where to begin and I don't know where to end. Memo didn't come home last night. We have been fighting alot lately. Its like no matter what i do he isn't happy. I feel like I am always walking on eggshells. I love him with all of my heart and after 10 years this is the hardest thing to do.
Today is Memo's birthday and I haven't heard from him at all. I erased his and his families' numbers out of my phone. I don't know what to do. I can't believe that this is the way it is going to end after being together so long. I love him, but even if he shows up I can't take him back..where was he all night.